Showing posts with label Lonely. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Lonely. Show all posts

30 January 2009

It's Starting to Hit Me

I'm away from home, friends and family for 6 months.

I had a lonely moment this evening.

For the most part I've been used to entertaining myself - tv, internet, reading. Sometimes walking or jogging. So I can probably handle this. I've never really been much of a social butterfly anyway.

But tonight it really hit me. I miss my best friend.

When he was deployed our schedules meshed. We had almost daily chats online. And sometimes we could watch a sports program at the same time (NASCAR) since it was being broadcast live (and the Olympics). This time it's different. I'm working days, that is when he is sleeping. When I get off work he's already gone into work. He had 8 hr days, I have 12+. Maybe next month we'll be able to connect more (if he goes on swing shift).

I need chocolate.